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I am diabetic. I am also a reborn Christian. Faith community expects from the sick to be always kind, loving, nice towards others, never sulk, yet physical pain can become unbearable. I have been up since 11pm last night after I went to bed just two hours prior. It as 12:16pm when I am writing here. More Tramadol? I am scared of becoming dependent. More Tegretol? I don’t have extra. Paracetamol? What a joke. I never knew headaches could come from diabetes. Last few days had feet burning like the very fires of hell. Tremendous pain in feet, once even in hands. Nerve pain requiring morphine that I won’t even ask my doctor for. It is not easy to be a model Christian in my circumstances, which go beyond diabetes. Wayy beyond.